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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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3:48 pm
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Last night i had the weirdest fucking dream in the entire world, this dream for sure blew everyother dream out of the water and ijust wish i could reemmeber the beggingin of it. i can't even post about it it was so fucking weird and life like.
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| Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
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8:11 pm
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so i've had two dreams this weekend i can actually remember i was in such a deep sleep last night that i closed my eyes at 9 and when i woke up 5 mins later it was 5 and i had to go to school. weird man
The first dream was that Casey's aunt (i don't know how i knew this but it definatyly was her) was driving us around on a moutain top with rocks and the ocean right off the side. She kept looking back at me and casey to yell at us and we kept yelling back for her too keep her eyes on the rhode but she wouldn't fucking listen. She drove us right off the cliff, but i missed the landing and when i opened my eyes again we were in smashed in the rock still inside the car and i saw my camera in my camera case, open, with my phone in it too, the water was seeping in and casey was on the side of the car that landed side closest to the water. I don't know what happend to her Aunt, but i told casey to grab my camer and phone before it got wet and i'd pull her out of the car before it sunk into the water anymore. I grabbed her arm and went to pull her and she didn't grab my stuff so i yanked her out of the car and tried to grab it my self but my camera got soaked and i was pissed.
From there i told casey to wait and i ran to the closests house i could find, which just so happend to be this girl chelsea from my english and spanish class who gave me a pair of floral print sandals. I put them on and statred tryong on her close...then i ran outside and realized it was storming and woke up.
My second dream happend last night where it was my birthday and My mom invited two black woman and their ENTIRE family over for pin the tail on the donkey and pinyata. I was very upset with her becaseu i didn't not know these people so i ran out of the house and they were still yelling at me.
I ran into my open garage where their were picnic tables in my driveway and my honda was sitting there just waiting for me to drive it. I went up to it, i was so happy that my dad had dropped it off (i thought he did for some reason) and i was anxious to drive it. I saw ivy sitting in the back seat behind a pane of glass and michael was sitting in the drivers seat and robby was standing outside of it leaning inward over michael.
Robby and michael started beating in the dash board with a hammer and their hands and insisted that my car was broken and they were tring to fix it. I was screaming at them to get out of it and i told them there was nothing wrong with it and that i haven'tdriven it yet. So they eventuall stopped after i was in tears and i told them i'd take them for a drive. Robby jumped in the back with ivy and micheal sat in the passenger seaty and just as ai was about to back out, right over the picnic stables my mom came screamingin the garage that i had left everyone at my party in the back. then i woke up.
Last night i felt like i got a total of 10 minutes of sleep, if that. and it sucked.
my dreams were not pleasent this week.
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| Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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12:16 pm
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i had a dream last night that jaimie was like a giant and we were all (randi jaime me chloe and ivy) doing things that hurt our nose and its amazing how life like my dreams are sometimes.
i wake up scared that it actually happend.
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| Sunday, August 8th, 2004
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1:12 pm
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i had a dream chloe HATED LYRCA SO BAD.
and it was sad because thats my favorite kind of material.
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| Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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9:02 pm - my dreams from the last three days
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-will had put on my pants and a grey shirt.
- david was running around with a knife
- marlene had a fucking collection of boots like no otha- she even had a fucking room in her house dedicated to all her shoes. And its funny i had this dream because she imed me just now. In the dream she like took me around new york and i know zakk was there some where and she had so many fucking transmutters with like orange heels. i was so jelous.
i don't even remember waking up man.
unless i'm painfully woken up.
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| Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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11:35 am
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my dream was really vague.
but i think that me david and chloe were all in the village...i don't even fucking remember it i just remember david kept running towards the wood and i was like no. no. no. no. but i guess he couldn't hear me for some reason.
weird new york dreams.
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004
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2:37 am
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yeah so thanks to the internet i believe i've developed a sort of insomnia and no longer enjoy the actual art of sleeping.
Laying in my bed is wonderful. but trying to close my eyes and drift off is becoming next to impossible.
I started this journal because my dreams were becoming a split reality since i was taking like 12 different medications and i couldn't get drunk while taking them, but i sure could dream. So i guess it all balanced out in the end. I'm still taking my cruddy birth control which can cause my to have "hallucinations" (which i haven't had yet but if i see a green nomb walking around i'll be sure to tell you) and severe dreams/day dreams.
It happend to me on friday infact.
I was laying on the couch dozing off...not really becuase i was tired but because my dad was watching tv. I heard him (and saw him through the corner of my eye) get up and walk away, so i turned around to look at the door where i thought he had gone then i turned around to look at his room to see if he was there. But he was sitting right behind me watching television and didn't even budge. When i realized this i found myself laughing hysterically in a completey different position then i was before and i had no idea how it happend.
I don't know what you would call that. I don't know if i was dreaming. I don't know why it was funny.
Sometimes i think i have like...drug relapses. Because my brain has holes in it, and i think that maybe information that used to be stored in my brain is squeezing through the non-exsitant brain matter into new cells and it just causes me to spaz.
Sometimes i think i'm suffering from made cows disease and i'm going completely insane.
And other times i think i just dream rapidly about things that aren't relevant to anything in my life, but completely relevant to everything all at once...and maybe i watch to much tv.
Who knows.
i just kinda wish i had a warm body next to me, or some liquor in my tummy to help me sleep better tonight.
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| Sunday, July 25th, 2004
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1:16 pm
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| Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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12:18 pm - we sing the death song kids.
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last night i drempt i was having sex with an idian named pocohontas...but he was a man, in my bath tub. I kept running water through his hair and trying to clean him up, he just sat there and looked at me all sad like when i was brushing his hair with my hands.
We went to the beach and there were hunters there, there was also glass in the water...i don't remember much from that one.
Later i wanted to take him to Dubois park, so i decided to drive my Mom, Nana and cousins Luke, Matt and Chris there. I ended up fighting with my mom and i think i punched her in the face.
All three boys pulled me out of the car and beat the shit out of me. It was so fuckin frustrating cause my mom was just bitching on about nothing...and i got in trouble.
I know why i had this dream.
BEcause i was reading Volume 3 earlier where i put kurt to sleep by brushing his hair in my bed, that was where the indian came from.
I shoved my mom into a christmas tree once, and she called the cops on me...that was where i got punching her in the face from.
That was not a fun dream.
current mood:  lazy
current music: kort got the life
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| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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2:20 pm
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last night i drempt that In this huge mall there was a ride that you kneeled on and it closed up and spun around....i can't really explain it... Like it was a big ball that rolled around really fast and I think Incubus was singing "megalomaniac" in the middle, there was strobe lights, and it was just this really beautiful concert. I didn't go on the ride at that moment, i just watched everyone and incubus with chloe and kelcey.
Later the ride stopped and brittany decker was there, she had gone on the ride three times in a row and i got permission from Mrs. Cavannah (my old gym teacher from elementary school) to go sit on one of the pannels. I sat next to Brittany decker, and she kept screaming in my face that i wasn't sitting correctly, but then the ride started and i was so excited. As soon as it started...it stopped. I knew that wasn't the entire ride but brittany said it was and i showed her my three pairs of shoes that i bought...whicch i wore on top of each other...
Then i woke up when we left.
I had a dream that ozzy became one with the alligators in this pond and we felt bad.
and ben killed this mutant Alien thing with a shovel...
And everyone was scared of him for being so strong.
Brandon lived in the bluffs and i missed him alot.
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